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Wednesday, 2 December 2009
an odd thing / crosspoint.tv
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
1 step forward, 3 steps back
What'sG: <no answer>the weather like the... oh wait that doesn't workit's quite hard to keep a conversation going one-sided like this you know.
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1 step forward, 3 steps back
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
A new small group model?!?
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A new small group model?!?
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
Radical in compassion inside and out.
Radical in compassion inside and out.
Friday, 23 October 2009
A quick tech interuption
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A quick tech interuption
Thursday, 22 October 2009
A Radical Church
well it's been a couple of days so time for a new post.
I've been talking to friends recently about how the church can be a radical church and laid out a few areas where I would like to see radical ideas and initiatives come into play.
they are
radical in compassion inside and out,
radical in love and evangelism,
radical in worship and teaching,
radical in their reactions and behaviours on a Sunday, in a midweek meeting and through the week.
Now there is a lot of thought that needs to go into this before i blog more about what each of these means, but i read last week a blog by Brad Johnson http://www.lifechangecommunity.com/lifechangecommunity/2009/10/god-let-it-be-this-way.html and what he talks about resonates with me as to what i'd like to see.
Go and read the post it's well worth it, but assuming he won't mind i'll replicate a little bit here that floored me
And maybe, I am not supposed to watch a sister shamed, a brother shunned, even after they have been forgiven by the sweet touch of Jesus. Maybe I am to shout down pretense, stand up for grace and pull my sister and my brother to the front of the church to teach us, rather than to the back of the church to languish.
What if it started with one revolutionary who has been so freakin’ blown away by grace that he or she just could no longer stand those polluted pockets of Christianity that hold stingily to grace, like it’s a personal commodity---and so he or she would have to scream, “STOP IT!” Stop the hypocrisy. Live with consistency. Do unto to others, let love be your rule, invite heaven into this place, and finally, FINALLY have some thing, SOME PLACE that stops looking just like the world and starts looking like some place Jesus would call home.
Go read it!
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A Radical Church
Monday, 19 October 2009
Rant from Mrs Jockmcgonzo
well here it is
I, Mrs jockmcgonzo think God is a complete f**kwit.
There I've said it. Although He does know as I've told him, plus you know He knows the secrets of my heart what with being God and all!!
I just don't get it.
I don't understand why.
I don't understand why not.
I feel like the bruised reed the mr jockmcgonzo posted about. But I feel more than blinking bruised I feel torn in two and pushed well past my limit.
So more preciscely, why does God choose to intervene with some people and not with others? He does heal, I've seen it. I belive it. But only some people. That really bugs me! Either get involved or don't! It's upsetting me more that he seems to pick and choose.
My lovely, longed for baby girl, she had an entire church pleading for a miracle it didn't happen, but yet her conception was a miracle. My gorgeous cousin was another miracle conception and despite being wonderful and beautiful has severe cerebral palsy.
In the space of two years I lost 4 people, two wonderful ladies (my grandmothers), and two beautiful little girls called Emma. One never got the chance to live, the other only got to live till she was nearly 4. I've had enough thanks.
Yes I have the cutest little baby boy, but I'm petrified (just like most mothers) that one day I will be in hospital with him because I don't trust God that he'll be okay. Why should i trust him? Everytime I seem to find my feet they get wiped out from underneath me.
Jockmcgonzo wrote about how he had prayed for mini jockmcgonzo and he got better, he was able to attribute that to God and trust He was listening (at least for a little while - Mr. jock) . I just feel God is lulling us into a false sense of security and like our neighbours, our precious lillte man will be sadly taken from us too young.
I know death is not the end and for many is a happy blessed relief from the pain and suffering. I know our baby Emma is far better off in the "loving" arms of The Father. As is the other beautiful Emma who left us to go play with our Emma. Both will never have to suffer anymore, unlike me.
I don't blame God for taking people away... I blame him for not doing anything so they could stay.
I miss my baby. I never got to say goodnight to her.
I wish my aunt could hear her baby laugh like we heard Adam this week.
Why do we both have to suffer? Why does God heal one person but not another? Why is He an arse? Why?
I don't really want answers by the way, because I really don't like Him and I think i need time to cool off, besides I know all the answers really I just don't find any of them any comfort.
SO there you go. I'm not doing okay. One day maybe. My boy is gorgeous but he doesn't wipe the slate clean, he just creates a rainbow in the storm.
Thanks you for reading my one and only rant.
Rant from Mrs Jockmcgonzo
Thursday, 15 October 2009
Church Leaving Myths and Clichés
A man was stranded alone on a deserted Pacific island for years. Finally one day a boat comes sailing into view, and the man frantically waves and draws the skipper’s attention. The boat comes near the island and the sailor gets out and greets the stranded man. After a while the sailor asks, “What are those three huts you have here?” “Well, that’s my house there.” “What’s that next hut?” asks the sailor. “I built that hut to be my church.” “What about the other hut?” “Oh, that’s where I used to go to church.”
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Church Leaving Myths and Clichés
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
further update - what no clever title
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further update - what no clever title
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
To Leave or not to leave
Pros
Easier
Probably quicker
Cons
Purely taking me into account - none
Pros
Physically speaking - none
Cons
Hard
Slow
Involves a lot of effort and awkward conversations
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To Leave or not to leave
Thursday, 8 October 2009
The most awkward 5 minutes of confession you'll ever here
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The most awkward 5 minutes of confession you'll ever here
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
A Bruised Reed - ASBO Jesus

For a while now I've been looking for succinct and clear ways to describe how me and Mrs Jockmcgonzo felt at points with regards to our church for me it was both before and after we lost our little girl. and along comes jon birch and does it easily.
When i was having panic attacks in church and couldn't stay in the meetings i was told to get over it.
only a month after we'd been through hell and lost our baby girl we were effectively asked why weren't we over it.
even now when to the vast extent i am as 'over it' as I'm ever going to be people still seem uncomfortable when i talk about her or when i talk about issues i have with the church and they tend to lump it all under the umbrella of "not over it yet"
and one more thing, i will never be over losing my little girl, i will be able to carry on, i will be able to see the blessings that I've been given, i will be able to rejoice in our healthy happy little boy, i suspect i even may one day be able to enjoy going to church again BUT I WILL NEVER stop missing her or talking about her and if this is what you expect to see from me before i reach your criteria of being 'over it' then walk up to me the next time you see me and say goodbye because it isn't going to happen. However i do want to stress that this doesn't mean I'm hung up on what happened or can't move past it just that she was a huge and important part of my life and that period of time will always be the time that who i was changed.
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A Bruised Reed - ASBO Jesus
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
A really thought provoking 5 part blog post
5 ways worship music can be like bad hotel art
Part 1was worship music can be uninspired and is well worth a read
Part 2 is how worship music can be cheap and hits hard.
I Look forward to 3, 4 and 5 with only a little trepidation
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A really thought provoking 5 part blog post
Monday, 21 September 2009
Homosexuality, Sin and unforgivable sins
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Homosexuality, Sin and unforgivable sins
Thursday, 17 September 2009
A must read blog
a) have you heart strings pulled
b) increase your compassion levels
c) increase your understanding of what mum's with disabled children go through.
d) know more about children with cerebral palsy
e) laugh, cry and generally experience emotions on a profound level
f) many more things that i can't even think of right now
then you want to read the blog of a special young mum and her thoughts about life with her gorgeous girl Elin who is profoundly disabled following oxygen starvation at birth.
visit http://cerebralpalsyjourney.blogspot.com/ comment and encourage her to keep it up.
Ruth's story is very close to my heart as her Paul, Elin and Caitlin are members of my family and Elin was born the day after me and Mrs. Jockmcgonzo lost our little baby girl. That week it felt like no one was ever going to have a normal birth ever again.
But enough about me, if you've read this far that means you haven't read her blog yet. go do it now. I'll wait.
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A must read blog
Friday, 11 September 2009
To be safe or good?
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To be safe or good?
Thursday, 10 September 2009
Who wants to see a real Christian
Jason Boyett http://blog.jasonboyett.com - author of the pocket guides to sainthood, the afterlife and the bible.
Ben Norton http://bluesoul.wordpress.com - author of espresso scripture
David Hayward http://www.nakedpastor.com - pastor of a vineyard church in canadathat will do for now, what i'd say is if you've got some time, read the writings of these people, subscribe to their RSS feeds and when you're reading think, "Is this what i belive?" "Am i right to believe what i believe?" and then even if you find yourself disagreeing violently with what the say you have critically thought about your beliefs and found them to be good and that is always a worthwhile use of your time. So to end my current favourite quote from C.S. Lewis (feel free to extend it to any area of life, it will work)“We do not need more people writing Christian books; what we need is more Christians writing good books.”
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Who wants to see a real Christian
Thursday, 3 September 2009
Posterous - blog and update cleverly to everywhere at once.
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Posterous - blog and update cleverly to everywhere at once.
